No Rain

Rain Rain!

When will you come again?

Come, and wash away this pain;

Which has been making us all SO insane.

Let us not complain,

About NO Rain.

Now show us some brain,

And don’t be more inane.

We don’t want you to disdain.

Just don’t be the cause of all our bane,

All we want from you is to be a little more sane.

Please be our exuberant mundane.

O Mighty Rain!

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The Departed

.. And then, She went!

Sans me being Content.

This, apparently, is not The End.

But I just don’t want to Understand.

Or May be, there never was such a thing

Only Dreams, Fantasy and more of Deceivings.

May be, we never Met.

We never Felt.

Then Howcome-

This Beautiful, Pregnant Essence?

Reality is such an Illusion!

Perhaps, I’d rather endorse Deceptions.

At the least, they do not wreck Sensations.

All I ask for..

.. is Redemption

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Sophos

..But this is the way, it is supposed to happen

I know that.

..And if that is the case,

Then why does it hurt so much?

Source- The Colour Purple by Alice Walker.

Resemblence to any person living or dead [w.r.t to my life, ofcourse! 😛 ] is purely coincidental.

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You could [would] be mine

Again, I found this poem written in the back page of one of my notebooks. I might have not liked it when I wrote it, but I liked it today when I read it. For a change, it actually makes sense! Although, like always, the resemblance to any living/dead person is purely coincidental. 🙂

Some day you’ll be mine

That day, we’ll shine.

One day, you’ll find

I was not so out of my mind.

The promises which I made,

Were not supposed to fade.

Perhaps, I’m loner today;

The solitude won’t last forever

The sun will crawl up the river

.. And the night will go away.

I promise, you’ll listen..

And we’ll move on.

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Repudiations.

What if you had picked me?

As a matter of fact, that guy in the pic would have been Me!

I’d sure have held you a lot more closer,

A lot more tighter

..And that smile on your face would have been a lot more broader.

That glow on your face, much brighter.

The world envies him now,

As it would have done with me.

But after what you did to me,

I’m afraid now anyone would ever want to Be…

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For Her & Beauty

Radiance of million suns,
Innocence of every child.
Beauty of the entire elf’s,
Dream of every eye.

Astounding beguiling sway,
In most cherubic of way.  
Giggle of tinkling temple bells,
Gloom, like fire of hell.

Magnificent mannerisms,
Surreal spasm.
Perfection personified,
Aphrodite epitomized.

 

I need no more,
Just this immaculate angel.

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Wanna Be With You

You know, how it feels to find a coin in your jacket’s pocket which you don’t even remember of. Or to find rupee note in your trouser’s pocket. Now imagine, how would I have felt to find a poem written in one of my very old notebooks! I don’t even remember why did I write it. Nevertheless.. it doesn’t mitigate its flavour. It isn’t good, at least I didn’t like it when I read it yesterday, but still I do suppose it deserves a place here.

I wanna be with you forever,
No matter how much is the pain.

I wanna love you ever,
Even if there is nothing I gain.

I wanna touch you like ever,
And never let it go in vain.

There is no me without you,
Do I still need to explain?

I just want you,
Again, again and Again!

Coz I never had enough of you,
I never would..
..Or else I could;
Only if someone be weary of Bliss…

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Redemption is right here..

The delight which you fill with me in,
I can’t explain.
Perhaps, that all get veneered in my superfluous vain,
And this makes you think I am insane.

But trust me, the ground of all your disdain..
..is totally inane.

I wish..
I could tell you,
How much of the world you mean to me.
But.. Ironically, all I know is,
What I mean to you.

To have a judas, into my (which anyway is your’s) heart..
..to save myself of all this ignominy.

But I’m helpless,
Completely senseless.
I’m blind,
I can’t see anything beyond you.

And I wish.. to let you know just this.

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Let Me…

Let me Fly.. High

Let me Die.. sans Strife

Let me be.. what I want to be.

Inspiration-Undertow by Pain of Salvation.

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Hapless.. Once Again

So here I am,

Once again..

All Alone.

I know, I didn’t do any wrong

Neither now nor then.

But the voyage is solitary again

And I’ve to sing my swan song.

I hate this,

Post debacle consolations.

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A Reason…

Well, first of all.. this isn’t an authentic piece of creativity.. it has been reproduced in exact form by me with full permission of its author. There is a story behind writing this. I’ve been thinking of writing that story on this blog for quite some time now.. but I guess I need to wait a little more to do that. As for the time being.. I’d rather give you people the context in which the story has been written, or would it be too personal stuff?Not me for sure but for some other people.. Alrite then, all I can right now is that it is a reply to some question asked by someone to someone!

the sun did dupe ,

the stars count reached few,

yet its not d time to rue,

as i want to start new,

and it has got to be just me and u,

together 4 eternity out of d wrecked world’s view,

for dis realtion luv is all dat due.

and m so much into luv wid you !!! 🙂

And now, I am getting life-threats to remove it from here .. now what am I supposed to do?

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Smouldering Invincibility

Victory..Defeat are not merely words at times . They mean the world to few when one has to face them actually. Then the zillion qoutes on win and loss suddenly start mocking you..you feel connected to each and every doleful song, your thoughts are just channeled just into one dimension. And strangely enough..some of the songs are so very well written, that they fit perfectly into any kind of gloomy incident .

Anyway..the loss which I am talking about here is defeat of our so called “party” in the internal elections of of our hostel.I wont call it house anymore..and thats the most dire consequence of this defeat.

I can’t feel the way I did before,

Don’t turn your back on me ,

I wont be ignored.

Time wont heal this damage anymore !

These lines from a famous Linkin Park song are the most pertinent on myriad debacles..like when someone ditches you, or you are facing a terrible defeat , or simply when you are feeling low ! As for me..am a bit of all of them these days.

 

 

 

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SORRY….!!!

Am sorry,I never mean to say that

Which I said .

And I didn’t mean that

What I said .

 

I know , I spoiled your mood

Your fun and frolicity,

But even I was in adversity

And I never wanted to be that rude .

 

This lack of self-control

Would ruin me one day,

And I want you to protect me ,

To care for me .

Coz you may have many caring for you;

But I have only you .

P.S-This one for apologising to your beloved..I composed as a repercussion of a serious fiasco with someone.

 

 

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Untitled

Why am I so stagnant ?

Not adaptable to changes.

Perhaps ,

This hebetude is innately inherent .

 

And I am a emotional fool as well

Expecting a lot from everyone

You are my only solace and dwell

And I regret , this modus , in which I have grown .

 

Why am I so vulnerable and gullible ?

Why not like others , stoic and able .

I used to cherish , take pride in ,

My idiosyncracy .

But not anymore ,

Coz I have realized -in a harsh way though-

This is sheer fallacy.

 

Sorry guys , I couldn’t decide an apt title for this poem..perhaps coz of it exorbitant degree of arbitraryness..can anyone of you help me in this ???

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The Cacophony of Silence

 

Have you ever tried hearing it ..?

The sound of silence , when you are down

The music of silence , when you are elated

The cacophony of silence , when you are bereaved of it ?

 

This may make me look weird ,

Preposterous perhaps ,

But I don’t care

How the hell does it make any difference to anyone present here?

 

I am fascinated with the notion of creating poem ,

Don’t know why , but that’s the way I am .

And I want you to find out how I am ..

Coz am not as indefatigable as I may seem ,

Am afraid that I am soon going to perish in this realm.

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Bootless Fervour

Am I the only one,

Of my kind?

Or is there someone

Who can understand my mind ?

 

But I know ,

These scribbled thoughts have no meanings,

They are just alibis,

Which I find placating .

 

The myriad smouldering desires ,

Can’t help , and hence desperately want to transcend them .

Do you still want to know ,

Why I have been mumbling prayers throughout ?

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Destructing Ego

Was that true ,

Or is this true ?

Whatever it is , I don’t want to scrutinize things

As I don’t feel that jing !

 

Something has sucked elixir out of me

But I still feel like pardoning him .

I was never like this

Don’t know what has happened to me ?

Would I be ever that , what I used to be ,

But why?

Isn’t this better then it used to be ?

 

I have thought about this

Time and again .

Don’t know why am I taking so much pain,

To explain myself , or rather not .

 

I am confused now

Despite the fact that I have something to cheer about .

Is this evanescent , exaggerated perhaps ?

Whatever it is , I couldn’t rule any possibility out .

 

 

You can have an opinion about me

Adulating , or sheer blasphemy .

But they don’t matter to me anymore ,

My thought are incoherent ,and so am I .

 

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The Birth..

Well..I am writing this post just for the sake of writing , because this page has opened after a long time from my room.I had a lot to write .. but now am running out of it 😦 .First of all..I would like to share a few things with you .I knew time is most fleeting , but I have never ever realised it untill very recently.Just two months back..I was a lot a different from now .My phone never rang,and recieving a ‘sms’ was great achievement ..and hence obviously I wasn’t good at the most colloquial lingo of our times.But it isn’t so anymore . Another very significant change in me is regarding writing of poetry.Now let me tell you this..I always used to think that writing poetry in any form..or just writing a few rhyming sentences in any language is something out of this world , people who do so are simply beyond being intelligent .They are the gifted ones.So one fine day(actually it wasn’t fine at all..i was depressed with ,perhaps, the first debacle of its kind) sitting in the tormenting MEL211 lecture class..a seemingly contradictory doublet of words strikes me , and which were very pertinent to my ongoing trauma at that time.They were ..’Diabolical Serendipity’.

P.S.-I have always been fascinated by these combination of words..perhaps this is also one of the reasons of increasing penchant for rock music.Would elaborate this further sometime later..I am in a hurry right now .

I consider it unfair if I wont write my very poem here .. so before anything else , just have a look at my creativity(no judgements right now..plzz..I know I am tyro..perhaps dilletante who is never going to be consummate enough as some other people are ..but anyway)…and so here it goes.

Diabolical Serendipity

It isn’t just lust ,
Neither it was mere infatuation ,
Accept it , as I must
Or do I have another solution?

I know why did SHE do so ,
Still I don’t want to figure it out ,
And then I aint a virtuouso ,
To tell you much about .

I am broken completely ,
And I term this Diabolical Serendipity,
Isn’t it funny ,
That SHE told me about my quandary
Did anyone say ,
Irony ?

Well..don’t know about what opinion have u formulated of it…more because I haven’t shown this to many people till yet so I still don’t know is this good enough , or even it could remotely be categorised as a verse.I did try my best to adhere to most fundamental of rhyming scheme , and in doing so , somewhere i have been very arbitary .. but i guess this is a pardonable sin.
Anyway..I am ending it , but my next few posts are going to be only poems now.Ab likh di hai toh aur kya karoon inka .. 😉

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Finally…I am scribbling again!

So finally after years of waiting and excercising my every bit of patience ..I am here to write this post.Have been absolutely desperate from last few days to scribble something here .. coz i feel a lot of things has changed since my last post,so much so that I am in CSC right now to write it.I have been through a roller coaster ride during these days ..but fortunately at present ..I am on higher side 🙂 not because of majors..obviously .As I dont enjoy the limitlessness of time at present ..hence i would get starkly to the topic.

Strangely enough..I have developed a penchant for writing poems..(for some publicly unmentionable reason) and have written 6 of them till yet .The latest one came to my mind yesterday night ..around 1 AM , while studying for AML160 majors exam..(that exam ended up in complete fiasco).

I would straightaway write that first…

For someone very very special to me….

ThankYOU

A new morning,

A brand new beginning .

I can start all over again

Thinking little about whatever i didn’t gain.

 

Everything is so fresh , full of vigour

And so am I , all brimming with fervour.

Yes , I can ! is all I need to say

And I know , I will find the most righteous way.

 

Brooding over past hasn’t helped anyone till yet ,

So why not to devour the serendipity I have met.

This immanent illumination of mine , I Owe You

Oh my love , Thank YOU.

This wasn’t the first ever poem written by me .. to be honest , but still I find this most pertinent to be published write now .. coz all others are full of depression.I would continue with more of it my next post.Abhi toh major ke liye pad loon.. 😦

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A Very First Attempt!!

Guyz .. this is my very first attempt in scribbling something which can be remotely classified(according to me ..if you dont think so,I cant help) as poetry..infact it is more like an old hindi film song.Please forgive me if it resembles one of them..it is absolutely a work of mine .I composed it during the consummating hours of my 60 hours long train voyage to trivandrum..well that is a different story , perhaps it could be fodder for my next post.I used to think before this that song writing is some very occult task which only few gifted people on this planet can do..but after I did it .. I think anyone who has listenes to just enough of hindi sons could do it .Anyways here goes the song ..which is tentatively titled as Kabhi…
kabhi toh tum milogi,
kabhi toh yeh shaam dhalegi;
kabhi toh dil kahega,
kabhi toh tum sunogi.

aaj main tanha hoon,
kal nahin rahoonga;
haan woh subah hogi,
jab tum milogi.
Till yet I have meticulously crafted only this much .. but I have verbatim explaination for each and every line.But I dont want to sound some Hindi Literature teacher here ..so I would finish of here for now.I have in my mind what more to write in this post ..but not now ..because I am feeling heavily drowsy right now .

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