Guys .. just relax , everything is perfectly all right with me . Lately , I have been receiving a lot of placating and sympathizing comments on my blog . Let me clarify that all these ‘Depressing Stuff’ was written quite sometime before .. it’s just that I have published these now . At present , I am only worried about majors … and absolutely nothing else . Life has been pretty good for me , particularly in the month of november .
But getting ahead of that elation and clarification , I am feeling stupid now . AML140 has taken it’s toll on me finally , I am pretty sure of ‘F’ in it ..not after giving the final exam but right from its inception in this semester . And blatantly enough , I always thought that it wont matter much .. after all many of my peers would be having the same fate as well..to provide me some comfort . I was always taking solace in this fact .. but now , after finishing off with final battle , i feel that i made a blunder .
The course wasn’t that difficult at all..it just demanded seriousness and a little bit of more time , and I never paid proper heed to its requirements..always thinking that this course isn’t made for me .. and maledicting Prof. P.C Dumir . It was not untill 2nd minor that I realized that he isn’t such a bad person as he seems to be in his first impression .
Getting late for dinner as well as for studying..would continue with it later …probably tomorrow .
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Continuing it on the next day..shortly after giving MEL211 exam…and now I am again apprehensive weather I would clear it up.I am quite certain of clearing it .. but still..there is apprehension .Anyway..coming back to AML140,as I said , he is a very good human being.He called few of the great ones shortly after the second minor to -in a sense,motivate us,though in his own rude and nonchalant panache-intimidating us saying we are hopeless cases and only some miracle now can save us . But i understood that it was his style of motivating .All I want to proove here is that fault is very much mine in all this series of events .Blaming Prof.Dumir would be just a frustrated alibi , and hence I bear no grudges , absolutely no hostile feeling against him .
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Tommorow is MD-Machine Drawing .. in which I am at the verge of getting a decent and respectable ‘B-‘ .. provided that i secure atleast 20 out of 30 in tommorows exam..which at present is a herculean task for me ..goin by previous history in these kinds of courses.And shortly after that , I would be leaving for home .
Now this post is becoming again boring .. so would finish of here.