Inconsolable

My most ardent 10 wishes [Not in any order]-
1. To go to outer space, and see not only how earth looks from there, but also other stuffs which is in there.
2. To have sex in a completely open space, right under the bright blue sky and over lush green grass.
3. To buy Nike products without looking at their price-tag.
4. Own a black Mercedes-Benz, S350.
5. Impress people solely by my literary acumen.
6. Dine and Date at Le-Meridian; with bills totally on Me.
7. Have an authentic Juve-Jersey. (Of any player)
8. Watch the Finals of Champions-League, live at any stadium in France.
9. See live at Lord’s India winning a test by an innings.
10. Meet Rahul Dravid in person and have a long ideal chatter.

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An Unusual(Awful) Day.

Its probably one of those days when you feel all so lonely despite having everybody around you. You don’t feel like speaking, socializing with people and get irritated too easily. The emotional vulnerability being consummating. Nothing goes right for you, there is nothing like Luck today. And you get to hear irking things now and then.. all around. And you are already troubled with something which you can’t share with absolutely anybody!
This doesn’t happen to me often[Thankfully] but it has become routine kind of thing on every day when my exams get over. As I’ve already mentioned in one of my previous posts.. the day after exams is so hollow.. with absolutely nothing to do( and dramatically, I don’t even feel drowsy then! 😀 ), and then this solitude creeps in.. breeding depression and I feel like turning ascetic[well.. not literally, metaphorically ;-)]. But this is as frothy as it sounds. The concatenated negative expletives become so perpetual that you feel like doing something more vivacious, more cheerful. But you are just not able to concentrate and you indulge into introspection. You count your blessing, feats.. and you see them as regular and insignificant. There comes jealousy into the picture. You compare, then you compare some more and then you gets depressed even more. Finally you turn to computer to for some solace, succor.. only to find that everyone is too busy for you. Hence, in utter frustration comes this..
P.S-I know the blog is getting too egotistical, and this one was just a very lame attempt to make it sound better.. But the posts-yet-to-come would definitely gonna be Different. 😉

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