I have had only two serious crushes on teachers. One of them was when I was in class 4. This one, by far, has been my closest encounter with love. I went to school daily just to meet her, without any lecherous strings attached.. surprisingly enough! She has been one of the most beautiful women as well as a person in my life. And more interestingly, I didn’t realize I love her.. until recently.(by recent,I mean a few years ago) We were more like friends, I had visited her house very often. No guesses.. I was her favourite student. And when I heard she got engaged and was getting married next month, my heart literally came to mouth!! I very vividly remember that day, I was frustrated.. exasperated with each and every thing.. everyone, and I couldn’t figure that out then.. but now I can. I very well knew.. I am never gonna marry her.. but then, I cant help it either 😦 . But anyway.. I continued meeting her after she left school and got married, coz then her abode was very much near to my school.. till she flied off to Mumbai 😦 (then, Bombay) . And they lived happily ever after.. not me!, atleast for some time. Then, long time after that.. I saw her once near a shop … when I was in my 11th standard. But by the time I figured out it was she.. she melted in thin air 😦 .
The second serious crush was on my geography teacher, when I was in class 7. But unlike the previous one, this one was completely lusty, no love, no sentiments.. just wild fantasies ;-). And the good part was, it didn’t have any adverse effects on my studies.. on the contrary.. it enhanced them. Made me concentrate harder on the subject.. coz then I wanted to score highest in her subject.. exactly which I did! 198 out of 200 isn’t certainly bad after all. She wasn’t the most beautiful, but was the hottest women I have ever seen yet. I think she had some aura of raw, nascent sexuality. The only though which got seeing her pure sex.. she literally was a sex-goddess for me. She was barely 5’1” , pimpled face.. not too fair, neither dark.. but with perfect figure. The first time I saw her, she was newly married.. bangles, vermillion all over.. red-circled sensous bindi .. white body hugging suit with red polka dots.. tantalizingly aggarvating her already-perfect figure even more. Man.. I get on high thinking about her even now! She definitely was gifted, with exuberant, oozing feminity. Haven’t seen anyone like her yet ! Then she again came back to teach us in class 10, and ruined my geography, academically. By that time.. every one in school knew what I though of her..even some of the teachers, ofcourse.. including her ! But then.. that hardly made any difference to my peers.. coz they too had very same opinion about her 😛 .
i can c that this crush still has a sort of impact on u… u’ve written blogs after blogs on her…anyway.. yeah.. depending on my mood and memory u might hv a new reader 😀 cheers! Happy blogging!
@ reeta
I guess u didn’t read the other posts regarding it.. none of the crushes had serious impact on me.. I’ve mentioned about a different lady each and every time 🙂
And I seriously pray that ur mood remains like this ever.. coz I can see ur memory is pretty good to doubt at 😉