All alone in a city where I’ve never been before. I still don’t know its geographical bearing. But that’s not important. The important thing is that this post is written in a hotel room. People do God-knows-what-not-s in hotel rooms, and I ended up writing this post. A little off the track- I’m also watching this IPL match between Royal Challenger’s Bangalore and Punjab Kings XI. RCB, to my disappointment, haven’t done well so far. I like RCB because two of my cricketing idols –Anil Kumble and Rahul Dravid- are in it. Anyway, let’s move on.
This is my second day here. Some might wonder [if they care, that is] why is it coming on the second day? Why not the first? Yesterday, I was too busy feeling all lonely. I haven’t been this solitary before. I did forget how my own voice sounded! To make things worse, I was getting near desperate to tell all my first-day-experiences of Saharanpur, how I feel about the city, about its people, about its chicks 
I must say, Saharanpur hasn’t disappointed me much. It’s larger, and more advanced than I anticipated it to be. I wanted to tell this all; to someone.
And ironically, it’s not Her. How the hell it can be Her when we barely speak? She isn’t even aware of my whereabouts, but She is! She is the only one who knows about Her. She is the one whom I’ve become used to tell everything, in last 6-7 months or so. Every minutest of details of my daily mundane life, ranging from which eating place I find expensive to what I think of Gul Panag to what she thinks of Imraan Khan To be brutally honest, I’m missing her the most right now! More aptly, I’m missing talking to her. I wish I had internet right now. I even tried finding some nearby wireless networks, none is here! 
It is very very recent that I’ve realized I miss her. It happened for the first time when I saw the trailer of Jaane Tu… ya jaane na on TV. Shortly afterwards, my sis told me about the cute song in Juno, which was the last thing I saw on my scrapbook before living for here. And then there were all those innumerable songs which she told me listen to. Yesterday, I listened to all of them once again. Time is running out by Muse, Hello by Lionel Richie and This Love by Maroon 5 stood out blatantly among the rest. Passive by A Perfect Circle wasn’t still available in better format. Only thing left is that I’m yet to see 27 Dresses and appreciate bollywood-like songs of Enchanted [which, by the way, I just can’t 
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I pretty much know her reaction after reading this. So I won’t say much now. Err… I’m afraid I think I already did!
Woteva, Don’t Challenge [:-X] 
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I don’t know when this post would get posted on blog. This is such a dingy place, I’ve been searching for some cyber café sort of thingy for past 2 days and I haven’t succeeded yet!
Right now, I think I’m going to undergo worst training experience ever. I’m some 500 KM away from home, I’ve got no place to live here, they’re not giving me any stipend and I’m spending almost 500 buck daily. I want to go back to Delhi L
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I just came to know that I’ve been tagged. As an ethical blogger, it’s my social and moral responsibility to reply to the tag, no matter how busy I am. And I’ll do that, but not right now. I don’t feel like doing so.
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Aside[I'm supposed to be in the factory workshop right now, observing and preparing my training reports.. Whatever!]
-Now of all i know Sharanpur is not at all bad … I mean its pretty much equiped to let ya ve ur share of fun.just venture out a lil to get hold of the city.
-Both ur favs. oldies dun suit d T20 pattern n dere wun b a better reason for RCB doing so badly.
-Do i say you indeed have a heart?god damn!but somehow dats hard to belive.you miss her coz you have nothing else to do on earth.anyways of all u have been upto(zilch)…it would have been difficult pulling over a convo. unless dat pretty head puts herself to work. But..but..dats really sweet.I really hope she appreciates.
-I think dis internship isn all dat bad,i already find u getting better,somehow..
n thand rakh putar,atleast d weather dere is better dan w8 delhi has to give u right now.Theres alot u can do by urself dan just d grrr…
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Woteva..don’t challenge!
heya,,,since you’re back in Delhi, I should expect a happy you n thus some good n happy words flowing right on Carpe Diem….
hey enjoy yourself!
@ Nandi
Not even if I wanted to
@ Sachi
I was back there just for one day. I have to be here till July. I can’t guarantee you that. But again, I’ll try my best
@ Nidhi
You bet I’m trying.. as much as I can!